The Secret Index of the Past
The Secret Index of the Past
1
What you claim to know succumbs
to the whore Once upon a time.
The materialist
needs a present
in which time takes a stand,
comes to a standstill.
In the stand and standstill
history is written
in the present.
In this way the impossibility
of remembering
becomes an asset.
What’s written
A determined stand.
In the fixed past
only the victors speak.
I understood this early:
history is what
the liars make.
The material happenings
irrelevant.
My body feeling the strain and bump of pushing
the little metal bike
over the dirt road to the library.
Holes sunk into the ground.
The road’s unevenness.
I gripped hard











